"You may invite your friends, bestfriends, relatives, officemates, katropa, kaberks, kapitbahay, tambay sa kanto, kasamang magemote, kakiligan, kaselfie, ung crush mo o crush ka, kabarkada ng kabarkada mo, kasabay lagi sa fx pag pasok, kachurchmate at kahit kacoffeemate pa!"
Today was the day!
I was appointed as a facilitator for new participants. I was nervous at first but then I knew deep inside that I am excited to serve the Lord and to spread his good news. I was actually waiting for the core team to tap me so I was psyched and honoured when they did! :)
As THE DAY (today) came closer, I was getting more and more nervous. I had doubts about myself even though I know that the Holy Spirit is with me.
Earlier this afternoon, I received a call from my household head and she was asking if I received her text message asking me if I could be the sharer after Talk 1. I ignored the text message, thinking it was a group message. I said I did receive the message. but NOOOOOO. I didn't think I could do it.
I asked if she could ask my other household sister instead but they said it was me they wanted to speak but she would also ask that sister after our call. Right after she ended our call, I started thinking about why God is good and how He showed His goodness to me. In no time, I was listing down blessings after blessings that I have received from Him.
It was quite funny as my officemates noticed that I was restless and couldn't keep still and they also heard me telling my household head that I would just stutter and prolly mess up my sharing. They gave me motivation, cheered for me and told me I could do it. They boosted my confidence! My officemate also sent me a picture of my bias in Infinite, Woohyun. I was so touched because she actually searched for a good picture of my bias even though she isn't a kpop fan. :D I was happy too cuz I rarely think Woohyun is photogenic but that particular picture made my jaw drop because of his handsomeness :">
While I was writing, an officemate whom I just found out belongs to SFC too, came to me and gave me two great hugs and said I'll be fine and she'll pray for me. I was teary-eyed because I didn't expect it from her. I could feel her sincerity and I felt God's love for me through her. So I also want to thank her because she had been a great blessing to me at that moment.
I then sent a message to my household head telling her that I do accept the challenge and I would give a sharing about God's goodness. :) I felt nervous yet happy and excited to share the good news. :)
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